ok so another journal all my watcher will hate : DDD

...seriously a minute ago i had something to say but i forgot it (now this is the excuse i use every time i write a stupid journal)... so now i just write random things in a random order. as they pop in my head.

I have a photo which i though would... make me... umh... something. i though i would feel something about it but when i see it all i can think is how horrible i look in it. What the fuck? the first time i saw i first though of that, then i remembered one necklace i used to have. I was sure that i still have it, but i when i looked for it i couldn't find it. And u know what i thought about that? i said to myself "fuck i paid for that". ... ok lets move to another random thing.

YAY i'm still fat as a baby seal! <3 but they look good on their fat DD: when you see them you go aaawwwwnnn when you see me you go puuuuuke
so that's the difference between me and seals. memorize that for our next class.

i love Blue October. their music are so pure >:

i'll dye my hair brown. wtf? me? normal... color? never thought of that, nah? that's great cuz really i'm an open book

oh my god i'm going to eat pizza with my friends today. do i really need it? answer is no if you wondered
but i'll still go
...gosh and complain about my looks? i shouldn't; my own fault it is
D:::

saatanan sandaalit.

lolz

i said to my mom that i'll go to high school if she gives me silicon boobs when i graduate.
she asked me where she'd get the money for them
i said she should start saving some now
...my mom is the greatest. she let me skipp school today cuz we had swimming on P.E.

i'm growing eyebrowns. manson did that, too D:

i hate my hair so much at the moment >8ooo

i have hand lotion which contains hemp. how cool is that? wonder if the police dogs will be after me on airport o.O
everyone else thinks this lotion smells bad but i disagree with them >::
i don't think i have my personal smell at all cuz i use products which have strong scents. i kinda think they have killed my personal smell D: ...but i think my personal smell never was soo good so who cares.

ok now if someone actually read this, he/she must be going: "what a load of crap that was"